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hisuiaiIt scared the shit out of me!
So, the past few days: I've started using Poupée Girl again! As well as Ameba♥ So happy about that, I really needed to get back into my Japanese sites more.
Not much at all happened on Sunday, but today I went to class and found out about three jobs that were available that I may actually be able to do. One of them was for the local council, and I (unfortunately) had to call them to ask for more information. No one else in my class would do it (which was annoying considering another woman in class was applying as well), and everyone kept badgering me to call. I hate phone calls, they're scary and horrible and bad. Actually, even though I hate phone calls, my business phone call voice is fantastic... not that that has anything to do with anything but still I'm at least proud of that. Anyway, called... and had to leave a message. I hate leaving messages even more than making phone calls. So I stammered a bit, but got through it though I felt really kind of... not good afterwards. Phone calls aren't supposed to take this much effort, gdi!
The other two job applications weren't as stressful and I got them done in class before going home and doing the online one for the council even though they hadn't called me back. Hopefully they call me for an interview though, that would be nice lol Except for the whole interview thing... let's just skip the interview, give me the job! LOL
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Games: L4D2, and DCUO
Only played a little bit of DCUO today as I wanted to get through the tutorial part of the game with my character on the EU server, but it was still good. I'm finally playing a villain again! Yay! I did mess up her colours a bit though, unfortunately, but I can deal lol My healer/archer on the US server still gets her arse kicked all the time. Bloody PVP servers, why did I even join it in the first place? Oh yeah, 'I've never been on a PVP server before...' and then it turned into 'WHY THE FUCK IS A LEVEL THIRTY BEATING UP MY LEVEL FOUR ME?! THIS SUCKS!'
L4D2 was with sister's friend again. Jfc, the amount of times we started over. Last night, Dad had a rant to my sister about him, she got defensive and then there was an extremely passive aggressive game of L4D2 to play to prove us wrong and prove to us how useless we were without Sister. I quit really quickly because I just couldn't deal with the BS. Eventually, everyone calmed down and we started another game. Sister's friend (CS) hadn't joined us for the passive aggressive game, but he joined us on this one.
CS had highest friendly fire, highest count of disturbing the witches, and highest death count. We'd restarted the campaign 6 times, and it took us an hour and forty-five minutes. We have never gotten a time that bad. Never. We have our games down to 30-40 minutes! Damn, that's annoying. Ah well, it's over now. Finally.
So, the past few days: I've started using Poupée Girl again! As well as Ameba♥ So happy about that, I really needed to get back into my Japanese sites more.
Not much at all happened on Sunday, but today I went to class and found out about three jobs that were available that I may actually be able to do. One of them was for the local council, and I (unfortunately) had to call them to ask for more information. No one else in my class would do it (which was annoying considering another woman in class was applying as well), and everyone kept badgering me to call. I hate phone calls, they're scary and horrible and bad. Actually, even though I hate phone calls, my business phone call voice is fantastic... not that that has anything to do with anything but still I'm at least proud of that. Anyway, called... and had to leave a message. I hate leaving messages even more than making phone calls. So I stammered a bit, but got through it though I felt really kind of... not good afterwards. Phone calls aren't supposed to take this much effort, gdi!
The other two job applications weren't as stressful and I got them done in class before going home and doing the online one for the council even though they hadn't called me back. Hopefully they call me for an interview though, that would be nice lol
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Games: L4D2, and DCUO
Only played a little bit of DCUO today as I wanted to get through the tutorial part of the game with my character on the EU server, but it was still good. I'm finally playing a villain again! Yay! I did mess up her colours a bit though, unfortunately, but I can deal lol My healer/archer on the US server still gets her arse kicked all the time. Bloody PVP servers, why did I even join it in the first place? Oh yeah, 'I've never been on a PVP server before...' and then it turned into 'WHY THE FUCK IS A LEVEL THIRTY BEATING UP MY LEVEL FOUR ME?! THIS SUCKS!'
L4D2 was with sister's friend again. Jfc, the amount of times we started over. Last night, Dad had a rant to my sister about him, she got defensive and then there was an extremely passive aggressive game of L4D2 to play to prove us wrong and prove to us how useless we were without Sister. I quit really quickly because I just couldn't deal with the BS. Eventually, everyone calmed down and we started another game. Sister's friend (CS) hadn't joined us for the passive aggressive game, but he joined us on this one.
CS had highest friendly fire, highest count of disturbing the witches, and highest death count. We'd restarted the campaign 6 times, and it took us an hour and forty-five minutes. We have never gotten a time that bad. Never. We have our games down to 30-40 minutes! Damn, that's annoying. Ah well, it's over now. Finally.
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Date: 2013-04-15 04:07 pm (UTC)even though I hate phone calls, my business phone call voice is fantastic
I've found this to be the case with many people who suffer from anxiety - they're actually pretty good at the thing they're scared of! The day life makes any kind of sense...